burdened

My pain and first prayer for 2009 is this:

Father, have we limited our thinking and actions to practical choices?
Safe choices?

Father, am I being proud?
When I am burdened to do something other than practical and safe choices?

Father, why do I have these burdens?

Are You nudging?

My Lord and my God,
I am nothing compared to the burdens
but you are God Almighty.

What I have, You gave.
Everything, You gave.

I go to battle only with You.
I go to battle only for You.